The Lord of the Rings means everything to me. I love every character, the story, but I guess why I love it as much as I do… is because it was there for me when my mom wasn’t.
It’s still there for me; it makes me feel better, especially if I’m worrying a lot.
I just… I’m really, very thankful for it.
I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ON A BEACH (WOLLONGONG)
I WANT TO LIVE IN THE COUNTRYSIDE AND HAVE COWS (BEGA)
Maybe moving to Bega isn’t such a good idea. There’d be nothing for me to do there.
I just thought that I’d found the perfect college, the perfect house, the perfect.. everything.
I just found out that the University of Wollongong at Bega doesn’t provide the course to get my Bachelor of Creative Arts degree.
I…
I think I might cry.
Huh.
Well I like to write poems and sometimes I put poems together and make them into songs…
But last night my parents were making me feel all poopy because they were like ‘I DON’T LOVE YOU, BLAHBLAHBLAH’ and I’m sure you get what happened after that.
They make me honestly turn into a nervous wreck when they fight and I just kind of… space out and panic to the point that I go into a tachycardia attack.
During their last fight, I wrote in my notes on my phone, and this is all I put.
Don’t worry about me,
Don’t fret over it.
I’m in a constant battle with my heart and my head.
I… kind of like it. Because it fits other points in my life too. And I think it might for other people.
And this is a long and pointless post.
I’m actually surprised at how well I feel. I thought I’d be a mess, but nope. I feel really good.
I really think this was for the best. Last time, it wasn’t. Maybe that was why I was such a wreck.
Anyways, I’m still very happy!
I just rediscovered two bands I listened to about 6 or so years ago, and I am SO EXCITED.
Also, I’m craving Harris Teeter’s sugar cookies. At my Harris Teeter, they’d have little sample ones and I’d take about 5 of them. They’re the best cookies ever and I want them in my mouth right now. RIGHT NOW.
